Post by nicole on May 19, 2016 2:14:45 GMT -5
This is a super long video explaining what happened with the travis vote off. It's kind of a mess and definitely doesn't explain everything but... oh well.
0:00-0:30 Talk about how travis had been coming for me for 2 rounds now. I was TERRIFED of him.
0:30-0:53 Dylan/Kate came to me and said they were also scared of travis since he was getting close with dezi/mandy.
0:53-1:20 Told ricky i think this travis thing is a good idea. he is a threat and we've wanted him out ALL MERGE. ricky pushing to get carlos out because he doesnt want to split up the tribe and piss of mandy/dezi
1:20-1:45 Kate and Dylan go behind ricky's back and get on call with Jay/Carlos to vote travis out and make a final 5 deal with jay/carlos (me/dylan/kate/jay/carlos). Ricky does not know this
1:45-1:12 I start getting cold feet to vote travis. I get what ricky is saying and I really like mandy/dezi in this game and would hate to ruin my relationship with them by voting out travis behind their back.
1:12-1:35 All through TC we were messaging back and forth trying to see what was best to do, travis or carlos. We decide eventually that carlos is best to get out.
1:35-3:00 Travis messages me during TC and wants to make sure it was Carlos going home. I told him yes, because at that moment in time I was 100% voting carlos. I was not lying to him.
3:00-3:40 Sandy says "send me your votes" ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE. Kate/Dylan flip the vote and type in the chat they are voting travis. Back ricky/me in a corner to vote travis with them. I was fine but I WAS SO NERVOUS.
3:40-3:58 Sandy starts reading the votes and his computer freezes... so only 1 vote for carlos was revealed. He dissapeared for 20 minutes in middle of vote reveal. So no one knows how the vote went for a good 20 minutes.
3:58-4:32 It starts being brought to light that Travis is going home as we were sitting waiting. Dylan told mandy. So Mandy starts getting mad and Travis messages me "I am feeling really nervous right now" and I didn't want to lie, so I said, "I think the vote did go your way".
4:32-5:10 Travis FLIPPED OUT. He yelled on call "NICOLE YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING CUNT" WTF I was SO SHOCKED.
5:10-5:25 I was so upset and I got right off the call because I was not letting anyone get the opportunity to talk to me like that. Its A GAME. I would NEVER say something like that to someone.
5:25-5:54 I start crying right away. I've never been called that and my decision was A GAME MOVE. He was coming for me for 2 rounds now! and would have king'd me out!
5:54-6:18 I dont regret voting him out AT ALL. He does not deserve to be in this game if he treats people like that. It was a game move against him but he made it personal against me.
6:18-6:35 I was such a hotmess afterwards. I dont get how someone could be like that.
6:35-7:10 Ricky is pissed we cornered him into voting travis and he feels his whole game is fucked... idk I feel bad but he made his own decisions. Own them, it's your game that got you to where you are. I am owning my decisions so you own yours.
I don't know how this is going to play out. Ricky is extremely upset and feels he was left out of the convo/not appreciated by the alliance. The fact is, he was so set on voting carlos and didnt see any benefit of voting travis. He wanted travis to stay in because he knew travis would king me out instead of him... while Jay/Carlos will both king out Ricky. So he is mad about that. In the end... ofc I am going to do what is best for MY GAME. I love ricky and I definitely need him in this game. But when I have Kate/Dylan both wanting travis out... of course I am going to use that to my advantage to get Travis out because he was coming FOR ME. I NEEDED HIM OUT. POINT BLANK. Maybe it was selfish but I was also EXTREMELY torn on the decision. So I really dont feel it was selfish. It was what the majority wanted to do... sorry Ricky.
I dont think I masterminded that AT ALL. If anything I was the most on the fence about the decision out of Kate/Dylan. But ricky does not see it that way and in his eyes it will always be my fault. Travis was of no use to us in this game though. Simple as that. He was a total danger... so no regrets.
He was coming for us all at one point or another so YOLO bye Travis. Not sorry to see you go especially after your CLASSY attitude after you got voted out. It's one thing to say "I love you all, its just a game no hard feelings!" but it's another thing to actually mean it. You clearly didn't with your weak ass hate messages towards Kate on the FB page and calling me a CUNT. BYE.
0:00-0:30 Talk about how travis had been coming for me for 2 rounds now. I was TERRIFED of him.
0:30-0:53 Dylan/Kate came to me and said they were also scared of travis since he was getting close with dezi/mandy.
0:53-1:20 Told ricky i think this travis thing is a good idea. he is a threat and we've wanted him out ALL MERGE. ricky pushing to get carlos out because he doesnt want to split up the tribe and piss of mandy/dezi
1:20-1:45 Kate and Dylan go behind ricky's back and get on call with Jay/Carlos to vote travis out and make a final 5 deal with jay/carlos (me/dylan/kate/jay/carlos). Ricky does not know this
1:45-1:12 I start getting cold feet to vote travis. I get what ricky is saying and I really like mandy/dezi in this game and would hate to ruin my relationship with them by voting out travis behind their back.
1:12-1:35 All through TC we were messaging back and forth trying to see what was best to do, travis or carlos. We decide eventually that carlos is best to get out.
1:35-3:00 Travis messages me during TC and wants to make sure it was Carlos going home. I told him yes, because at that moment in time I was 100% voting carlos. I was not lying to him.
3:00-3:40 Sandy says "send me your votes" ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE. Kate/Dylan flip the vote and type in the chat they are voting travis. Back ricky/me in a corner to vote travis with them. I was fine but I WAS SO NERVOUS.
3:40-3:58 Sandy starts reading the votes and his computer freezes... so only 1 vote for carlos was revealed. He dissapeared for 20 minutes in middle of vote reveal. So no one knows how the vote went for a good 20 minutes.
3:58-4:32 It starts being brought to light that Travis is going home as we were sitting waiting. Dylan told mandy. So Mandy starts getting mad and Travis messages me "I am feeling really nervous right now" and I didn't want to lie, so I said, "I think the vote did go your way".
4:32-5:10 Travis FLIPPED OUT. He yelled on call "NICOLE YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING CUNT" WTF I was SO SHOCKED.
5:10-5:25 I was so upset and I got right off the call because I was not letting anyone get the opportunity to talk to me like that. Its A GAME. I would NEVER say something like that to someone.
5:25-5:54 I start crying right away. I've never been called that and my decision was A GAME MOVE. He was coming for me for 2 rounds now! and would have king'd me out!
5:54-6:18 I dont regret voting him out AT ALL. He does not deserve to be in this game if he treats people like that. It was a game move against him but he made it personal against me.
6:18-6:35 I was such a hotmess afterwards. I dont get how someone could be like that.
6:35-7:10 Ricky is pissed we cornered him into voting travis and he feels his whole game is fucked... idk I feel bad but he made his own decisions. Own them, it's your game that got you to where you are. I am owning my decisions so you own yours.
I don't know how this is going to play out. Ricky is extremely upset and feels he was left out of the convo/not appreciated by the alliance. The fact is, he was so set on voting carlos and didnt see any benefit of voting travis. He wanted travis to stay in because he knew travis would king me out instead of him... while Jay/Carlos will both king out Ricky. So he is mad about that. In the end... ofc I am going to do what is best for MY GAME. I love ricky and I definitely need him in this game. But when I have Kate/Dylan both wanting travis out... of course I am going to use that to my advantage to get Travis out because he was coming FOR ME. I NEEDED HIM OUT. POINT BLANK. Maybe it was selfish but I was also EXTREMELY torn on the decision. So I really dont feel it was selfish. It was what the majority wanted to do... sorry Ricky.
I dont think I masterminded that AT ALL. If anything I was the most on the fence about the decision out of Kate/Dylan. But ricky does not see it that way and in his eyes it will always be my fault. Travis was of no use to us in this game though. Simple as that. He was a total danger... so no regrets.
He was coming for us all at one point or another so YOLO bye Travis. Not sorry to see you go especially after your CLASSY attitude after you got voted out. It's one thing to say "I love you all, its just a game no hard feelings!" but it's another thing to actually mean it. You clearly didn't with your weak ass hate messages towards Kate on the FB page and calling me a CUNT. BYE.
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