EPISODE ELEVEN

[nicole]

0:00-0:50 So socked to still be here.... oops my mom is calling me.
0:50-1:25 IDK how Im still alive with my BFF and BF.. me and dylan lasted more days dating than showmancing.
1:25-1:50 Izzy voted out last TC... she was cray! Halleluja.
1:50-2:25 Mandy on our side apparently. Scared of mandy and travis though. Travis is out to get me apparently! Telling people at TC I am playing the best game and will make it to the end...
2:25-2:55 WTF travis lmao! My game isnt that amazing but thanks for the complement travis! I feel like I havent lied THAT much and I dont lie just to lie...
2:55-3:12 Trying to paint me in the light that I am a mastermind guru little girl... I get that he thinks that but... definitely not true. I wish it was!
3:12-3:58 Tried to smooth things over with him and he annoyed me more! Its the way he talks to people and handles them that pisses me off. He is a slimey snake! Not buying his BS. Cant wait to vote him out someday

[nicole]

0:00-0:40 Trying to build more relationships. Like a lot of people but dont feel comfortable with them. I always feel like everyone is out to get me!
0:40-0:55 I really like dezi. I want to work with her SO BAD.
0:55-2:28 Jay and I talked for 2 hours. It was a good convo (just typing) and kind of funny. I feel OK with jay but dont really trust him in the game. I think he is being honest with me as most as he can be. Like him but wouldnt put my faith in him.
2:28-2:52 Talked to carlos but he always tries to put words in my mouth to get me in trouble! He is being super annoying.
2:52-3:15 Plan is to vote carlos tonight. Hoping it goes well but carlos is always giving me shit and saying he'd never vote me... whatever its a game!
3:15-4:03 Scred what will happen when carlos does leave because patia is gunna get mad at me. She expects me to be loyal to her/carlos since i was their coach... but hello patia we werent ever really buddy buddy lol! And I am playing the game now so.. sorry!

[nicole]

0:00-0:25 FREAKING OUT single digit! AHH so happy.
0:25-1:00 Friggin hidden TC! Explaining that shit... First people out Ricky, Patia.. Dezi, Mandy, Kate, Travis, Dylan, I then Jay and carlos in final... Carlos wins immunity.
1:00-1:32 We had the plan since before the challenge started. Carlos if he didnt win... patia if carlos did win. Thank god we had that figured out proir to challenge!
1:32-2:08 went awesome... but Carlos and Jay voted for TRAVIS and Patia voted JAY and Travis voted me! They imploded SO FAST.
2:08-2:30 That was FANTASTIC. Imploding was so amazing. I dont feel great going forward still but it was amazing to see.
2:30- Doing damage control to see whats up with everyone. Gotta be tight with all these PEEPS

[nicole]

0:00-0:25 First thing to do... Talk to travis! Need to get to the bottom of this since he just voted me
0:25-1:00 "Thanks for voting for me" I said LOL. We got on call and it went pretty well. He was still super beat up about jay/carlos voting for him at TC.
1:00-1:25 Both started understanding each other. Told him I got where he was coming from in terms of going against me.
1:25-1:40 idk what I was saying here lol
1:40-2:20 He wanted to talk more about jay/carlos voting for him. Kept telling me he felt so alone. I didnt make any deals with him but we opened up doors of communication for the future.
2:20-2:50 Talked about how dylan/mandy are tight so maybe me/travis/dylan/mandy could work out for a bit. He was open to that. Didnt want to work with Ricky/Kate so we were somewhat an option. IDK if he actually wants to work with dylan/I are if he just is using it as a last resort but he seemed somewhat sincere.. but with travis that is why he is dangerous! he always seems sincere.
2:50-3:04 I feel bad for him the fact that someone he was so close to all game backstabbed him and wrote his name down...

[nicole]

0:00-0:35 TWIST... one last coach. Gets to send someone home ALL BY THEMSELVES. OH SHIT. They go to cemetary and need to compete for jury spot with davis/Fabi
0:35-1:03 That is SO going to happen to me! I just know it. Travis will win F8 and Ill be sent packing! Ill lose the duel and I become the biggest joke of the season!
1:03-1:30 Thats why I talked to travis. Wanted to smooth things over. I dont think I am a huge target but I can easily be looked at as a huge target based on relationships, voting history... I could def be gone!
1:30-1:45 Once someone gets power ANYTHING can happen they get power hungry and BAM I am gone LOL.
1:45-2:05 I feel horrible for whoever gets kicked at f8... that would SUCK. I want to win it but that is SO much power IDK. Its a huge game move to make and you need balls to do it.
2:05- Trying to smooth over friendships but I am calling it now but I will try EVERYTHING. Everyone is crazy anyone can take me out! WHO KNOWS

[nicole]

[5/18/16, 3:47:46 AM] jay : lmao yea I’m not a big oil drinker so id be fucked for that haha
[5/18/16, 3:48:00 AM] Nicole: lol! i don’t think anyone is a big oil drinker
[5/18/16, 3:48:09 AM] Nicole: if someone is… wtf they have issues
[5/18/16, 3:48:17 AM] jay : lmao yea

Talking about the isurv1vor hell challenge and Jay cracks me up...

[nicole]

0:00-0:21 My game is going to shit because of all these twists!
0:21-0:40 TWIST its a final 2 season! UGH this makes me/dylan an even bigger target! Who wouldn't want to get me out?!
0:40-1:10 reasons I am a threat: I feel im more likely to win. Get me out now... dont have to worry about dylan/I getting to finals together. IDK
1:10-1:38 I can see someone trying to get me out at f8 because then I might not have a jury vote for dylan/ricky in the finals automatically.
1:38-2:00 Travis is "alone" and now people want to keep him around! people dont see him as a threat now.
2:00-2:38 Dezi said travis is alone so it makes no sense to vote him this round... UGH annoyed because he wont be alone for long and they are gunna vote me out with him down the line! LOL I NEED HIM OUT FOR MY GAME. EVERYONE LISTEN TO ME

[nicole]

is it desi or dezi? idk I'll just stick with dezi.

[nicole]

0:00-0:25 This game is making me go crazy! I am dreaming about it... constantly thinking about it... UGH. So nervous how I am going to get far.
0:25-0:57 Now that everyone likes travis... UGH he can take me out of this game if he stays till final 7. He can also win King and TAKE ME OUT.
0:57-1:28 What if I use carlos/Jay to my advantage? Need to get travis out with them to give us #s.
1:28-1:55 Mandy, Dezi and Travis aren't going to vote for travis. So me/kate/ricky/dylan have 4 against travis with possibly 6.
1:55-2:18 Scared to ask jay/carlos to vote with us because they can blow the plan up and flip it on me/dylan.
2:18-2:55IDK hopefully we wont actually need them. As long as they throw their votes ricky/me/dylan/kate have majority against travis with 4-3-2 vote. (4 for travis, 3 for carlos (whoever mandy/dezi/travis vote for), 2 (whoever jay/carlos vote)

As long as the King situation at f8 goes well and Me/dylan/Ricky/Kate are still here... I can see f4 in the distance. Because we get travis out this round, it is f8... one of us wins f8 takes someone out... f7 we have auto majority with 4 and BAM. BUT I know it won't go down how I want it to lol it never usually does. 

Also idk if Kate is being sincere when she wants to work with dylan/I long term. I would want one of us out ASAP especially in a f2 scenario so idk what she is thinking... She says she doesn't mind it but hm. 

[nicole]

For me now that it is a f2... the easiest thing to do is work with ricky to keep the target off myself. And I know he will be loyal. In a f3 situation it might be different but f2 I need to make sure I am with people I can trust and will have my back because stakes are so much higher.

[nicole]

OR the other side (mandy, dezi, travis) will go to Carlos/Jay to get me out tonight. FUCK LOL

UGH battle has begun.

[nicole]