EPISODE SEVEN

[nicole]

0:00-0:25 Just woke up after passing out during the challenge. Not even a close match. I love this challenge but it wasnt used for the fullpotential being such a landslide!
0:25-1:00 ALL THE DRAMA with ricky. He went off last night. Exposed all the things he knew like how kate was supposed to go and travis wanted her to go. Told them I TOLD HIM THAT! UGH
1:00-1:50 SO MAD. RICKY WTH. I dont even think I told him any of that! It was reynolds who told hm from hearing it from shon. I never ever told him kate was going! And never told him travis was leading the cause. He took it from what i said and inferred it. UGH
1:50-2:10 I never told him this and now it is going to hurt me. It was all the cheating scandal that backfired on me! Because I never even shared all this stuff.
2:10-2:44 No one even approached me about the subject. ugh I will be dethroned and same with him and it is all fucked up because of him.

[nicole]

0:00-0:32 I really dont know what to do about this whole ricky drama about me telling him information.
0:32-1:03 I want to set the recrod straight that i never told riky that stuff but i think it would hurt me more to go around claiming i didnt because no one will believe me.
1:03-2:00 I keep replaying what i told him in the coaches chats and i definitely tried to not talk game because he always infuriated me when he brought up the game!
2:00-2:56 I feel like i did nothing wrong and i feel like i got the short end of the stick! Hopefully i wont be a target at the merge because of this rumor. I am so upset with him. How can I trust him now that he ruined my game?
2:56-3:35 Talked to kate about the whole situation and i think it was good?? I hope she believed me.
3:35-4:00 Idk i think we are kinda in the same boat me and her with people expecting us to be ricky's minions. Ricky is hurting our games more than helping them.
4:00-4:20 still nervous when ricky/kate meet up again and what ricky will tell her. IDK I hope she will trust me. I would like to work with her/me/dylan/caros. lol
4:20-4:58 Not a fan of travis. Dont think he liked me and after last night he probably wont work with me due to the ricky rumors. we will see at the merge. UGH so annoying what happened.

[nicole]

0:00-0:55 My tribe really did kill that challenge and I fucking loved it. I was very surprised at how dedicated they were. All were up until at least 5am doing it.
0:55-1:30 Talk about how different me/ricky's coaching really is. Ricky is a control freak and wont let them make a single move without him being informed/involved.
1:30-2:20 I was much more mellow. I was usually out of the loop but yet I still stayed coach. I think i was a better coach because I was hands off while still being hands on. I didnt interfere with their individual games.
2:20-2:44 See how it plays out when we eventually merge and see who lasts longer. If his controlling ass makes it further an my laid back ass.

[nicole]

I am sorry I didn't really talk about my tribe that much! My tribe is a hotmess and I am very glad we didn't have to go to tribal the last 2 rounds.

As people I really do love everyone on the tribe. They are so funny, smart, and fun to be around. As game players... eh
I am not a fan of travis in this game because he is being sneaky and is definitely a flip flopper if I had to call one out. He doesn't seem to be set in his ways and is just setting himself up to be in the "good" with everyone... I try to have friendly convos with him but in general he doesn't seem interested, DESPITE making an "alliance" with me and dylan 2 rounds ago.... That "alliance" is a piece of crap.

Mandy - love her but eh... game wise I am not digging it. I think she will hop right back to reynolds at merge and I don't really trust her. She doesn't reveal much to me when the first swap round I spilled a lot of beans to her. It was shady that she never really reciprocated that and it makes me not trust her.

Carlos- my love/hate relationship. I want to work with him but he is such a wildcard it is hard. I would love to do something with him at merge but his big mouth might get in the way. Wish he would be quieter not just in the public chats, but with what he shares with other people as well.

Kate- Back and forth with her. after tonight i think i understand her more and am interested to see where it will go when we merge. I would like to make me/her a stronger relationship than her/ricky... how funny would that be??? lol idk yet on the fence just because i am not sure what she is thinking and don't want to jump completely in myself yet.

Dylan - oh dyl... he is shady but he is my boyfriend so I have to trust him right? I am nervous about him/reynolds meeting back up since reynolds honestly scares me and I don't trust that dude for one second. They were very close pre-swap so it makes me nervous.

[nicole]

lol does this thing say "oops" everytime I add *king to the end of a word??! I didn't even say Fu-king lol

[nicole]

UGH I cant even explain myself! LOL king king king king king