EPISODE FIVE

[nicole]

[nicole]

0:00-0:32 just finished scavenger hunt. UGH it was horrible. Only travis, kate, carlos and kinda dylan really tried. Shon and mandy sucked. 
0:32-1:00 i tried but it was hard when i only had 15 minutes every couple hours. We are going to lose. 
1:00-1:36 sorry for not updating. its been CRAZY. I blame all my problems on isurv1vor. need to pass my final. 
1:36-2:02 I really hope we win but i don't think we will with the amount of effort from my tribe.

[nicole]

I'm sorry guys if I've come off as super annoying and negative these past 2 rounds.

I am just having a really hard time playing with ricky and dylan and then add to the fact that ricky has never lost yet is pissing me off. I just want to WIN!

Also like I said, i have never had my face break out this much since high school and then 3 cold sores in 1 week and then I THOUGHT I HAD BED BUGS for 3 days and HAD TO SLEEP ON THE COUCH. (turns out it was carpet beetles), FINALS WEEK this upcoming week... but YEAH my life has been hell and I have been miserable.

Love this game but it's been torture for me and it's trying to murder me.

[nicole]

AND THEN let's skip to my boyfriend who I try and talk to because like, IDK HE'S MY BOYFRIEND AND I LOVE HIM AND WANT TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT NON-ISURV1VOR STUFF but naaaaaaaaaaaaah

he is constantly on calls with other people... and can't talk.

I am gunna smack him when I see him next. fyi

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[Sandy]

Talk to Tierra about relationships in iS

[nicole]

0:00-0:40 day of tribal council... been talking to travis. I SUCK i always spill all the beans since I am so deprived of strategy talk.
00:40-1:00 tavis and I talked about ricky and how pushy he is. Talked about merge situation and who would be best to keep around.
1:00-1:45 I brought up carlos as needing to go since he will try and get revenge. It is the exact situation as Japan with me surviving after dylan leaving. Carlos doesnt keep secrets. Tells everyone anything.
1:45-2:27 Travis wants kate to go for being too close with kate. I kind of agree that she will just go right back to ricky. I dont want travis to feel like he is being pushed to vote kate though.
2:27-2:45 IDK I am nervous about carlos because he is might go after me/ricky/dylan at a merge as well...
2:45-3:17 I dont think me/ricky/dylan will ever happen since dylan and ricky ARE TOTAL OPPOSITES... and it is gunna make this game unbearable for me being pulled in 2 directions.


SO FOR NOW:
- I feel okay with this travis/dylan/me "alliance"... not expecting it to last very long though
- Am honestly a little sketched out by dylans relationships with the social tribe. He is really close with reynolds, shon, mandy, and steph so I kinda want to vote one of them out...
- Think the vote will be kate but if we go to tribal again I might need to make a bold move and flip the vote onto mandy/shon :X
- Dylan and I have very opposite game strategies so having to go with his lead is killing me... might be a problem down the line
- Maybe I'll just start a separate alliance where I don't involve dylan or ricky at some point in this game LOL.... I could only wish