Episode ONE

[nicole]

ayooooooo it's Nikki G back for more baybeeeee. 

Please don't hate me. 

[nicole]

I bet that physical tribe will dominate all 3 challenges!

Is this realistic? Probably not but I got to look like i have faith in them at least!

*I am away this weekend but will update confessional tonight with videos :*)

[nicole]

0:00-00:28 Rambling about why this is late
00:28-1:10 Talk about the first tribe skype call and how it was pretty AWKWARD.
1:10-2:13 Talk about my thoughts on Davis. THREAT since he is like, a stalker!
2:13-2:54 Talk about Carlos. One of my favs on the tribe.
2:54-3:23 Talk about Racine. Down to earth and easy going. Like him but can he be shady?
3:23-4:18 Talk about Derby.
4:18-4:48 Talk about Emily. Like her think she will stay awhile.
4:48-5:19 Crazy Patia Gerogia Peach! <3 Love her.
5:19-5:56 Sum up who I like and then talk about why I don't like the other people.

*video is still processing when I am posting so might not work right away!*

[nicole]

0:00-00:19 what is NICOLES COACHING STRATGY?!
0:20-1:15 How I chose who would participate in what part of the challenges.
1:15-2:05 How I chose my bet to win each challenge.
2:05-2:58 How I "coached" them for the challenge.
2:58-3:44 Does my tribe hate me? I have a bad feeling. My tribe needs to work on this tribe mentality thing.

[nicole]

So Carlos lost the challenge since I didn't realize he didn't know the pieces flipped in the puzzle. I SUCK AT COACHING. oops.

I feel bad I suck. Dethrone me, tribe.

BUT AT LEAST I AM HERE UNLIKE MANDY CHEERING THEM ON. And I did try and help him.

Emily couldn't get Split votes in the first round and I was SOOOO annoyed. I got that word in 3 seconds. Then she didn't know the apple logo. UGH frustrating my peeps. Upset at that. Don't blame them but it is frustrating.

[nicole]

Also OOPS PATIA ISNT THE GEORGIAN PEACH,I AM SO DUMB.

god this tribe needs to get their shit together and socialize with each other.

[nicole]

00:00-0:30 I hate this tribe. WHAT IS THIS SHIT SANDY
0:30-1:45 Reactions to mental portion of tribe. was my tribe playing a practical joke on me?
1:45-2:25 Reactions to physical challenge. WE ARE SO PHYSICALLY FIT OBVIOUSLY
2:25-2:38 Upset at challenge but idc they suck
2:38-2:54 We need 1st place in social challenge. I have no faith. They suck.
2:54-3:14 They dont even talk in the tribe chat! WHAT IS THIS. CAN WE PLEASE BOND.
3:15-3:55 Trying to motivate people to help patia/davis in social ideas and whaever. My tribe doesn't care.


HOW IS MY TRIBE THIS BAD. THEY ARE BEYOND HOPE. I like them as people but AS CHALLENGERS THEY SUCK.

[nicole]

0:00-0:25 thoughts on the social portion submission. WHAT IS THIS?!
0:25-0:45 I was trying to help them and they kept ignoring me! 
0:45-1:04 description of why they sucked based on what they submitted.
1:04-1:40 Davis wouldn't even share their progress with me!
1:40-2:21 I DONT GET WHAT THEY ARE THINKING. Left me out of the call!
2:21-2:41 SEND US TO TRIBAL SANDY/PRODUCTION. THEY DO NOT GET TO BE SAFE FOR THEIR PIECE OF SHIT WORK.

I KNOW I AM BITCHING... but it is frustrating! I want to help them! I really want them to do well and succeed but they DID NOT INCLUDE ME. Davis/Patia completely left me out of the chat/call they had to discuss ideas for the challenge when they said they would invite me... It is things like this that piss me off! I kept vocalizing how I wanted to help and was TOTALLY ignored until 30 minutes before the deadline when they decided "OH HEY lets finally share what we have been doing"... and then I FINALLY got to see their work and it is shit. Disappointed is an understatement. UGH annoyed. so annoyed. 

Going forward if I am still coach I want to just be blunt. Like, I was trying to be nice and let them do their thing but NO they need HELP. They need to be whipped into shape and I was trying to let them enjoy the journey of iSurv1vor and figure it out their own way but.. no. They need major help. If their work sucks... I am going to tell them. If they are not pulling their weight... I am going to yell. It is a tribe effort and they all treated it like it was an afterthought. 

[nicole]

:roll:

[nicole]

there is no dice... and there is no dislike button.

isurv1vor you're killin' me.

*I DISLIKE THAT*

[nicole]

OOPS @ how I asked production to send my tribe to tribal council. 

LOL AWKWARD. SO PROUD OF PATIA AND DAVIS. MOSTLY DAVIS THO.